Still haven't heard back from the apartment people. I really hope I get it. I need this. I need something good.
I'm craving aloneness right now. I desperately need quiet. I need a place to call my own. I need to find myself again.
Growing up, little girls are given kitchen sets and baby dolls to play "house" with. Yeah, we start 'em young. Although I enjoy cooking and cleaning (yes, I am crazy LOL), I hate to think that's what my mother had in mind for me, to be some man's housewife. To wait on him and and foot and raise a family. I feel like I've fallen into that role. I know we aren't married. I know we don't have a kid.
I need peace and quiet.